Where Spirit Becomes Soul
As someone attempting to develop a cohesive theory of healing and human
potential that incorporates not only biology and biomedicine but also the new
sciences (by that I mean quantum theory and modern physics; and complexity
theory, systems theory and non-linear dynamics), an image recently came into my
mind that fit my line of reasoning.
The specific image occurred to me while I was taking a workshop on guided
visualization. The instructor led us through a guided visualization that I
called, according to my notes, a guided voyage into our souls. At first I
visualized that angels were leading me; there was one on each of my arms,
carrying me higher and higher. From there, we progressed into the second part of
the exercise, and this time I delved deeper into the soul. As I did so, I went
to the borders of soul and spirit, where spirit becomes soul.
This realm that I was delving into may contain the secrets of life, health
and human potential. It is here where we can tap into the regenerative and
restorative powers of the universe, and where we can also tap into the ability
to transform our lives, achieve self-actualization and tap into our full
potential as human beings.
To fully understand it, and to put a scientific framework around it, let us
first examine it from a theoretical standpoint.
Where Does the Weirdness Go?
Scientists studying quantum theory have wondered where the world of quantum
mechanics goes once the transition is made into the world of classical
mechanics, our world of everyday things. In the quantum world, particles are not
particles but instead wavicles, both particle and wave. This is also known as
the wave function. In this world, these wavicles do not reside in any one place
but instead are clouds of possibilities, existing in a state of pure
potentiality consisting of all the possible positions they could conceivably
occupy. And conceivably this could then encompass every position in the entire
universe.
For instance, even though I am sitting here in front of my computer, my
wavicles could be everywhere in the entire universe, all at the same time,
representing the past, present and future. Yet, as I said, I am sitting here.
Sounds more interesting to be here, there and everywhere, but alas, there is
only one place for me. So the question then becomes, as the author David Lindley
aptly put it in the title of one of his books, “Where does the weirdness go?”
This has been a question for scientists to ponder. It would be a lot easier
if there was no “weirdness” at all, but because quantum theory has been
experimentally verified, we are left with the reality that our linear,
four-dimensional thinking, which is our way of seeing the visible world, may
only be the partial truth. To truly appreciate what these new theories are
telling us, we need to expand our thinking and see the world beyond our five
senses and our four dimensions. We need to see things more expansively because
we are multi-sensory beings residing in a multi-dimensional universe.
Decoherence
The answer to where the “weirdness” goes is the process of decoherence. The
quantum state is in a coherent state, known as quantum superposition – this is
where all of the wavicle’s possible and potential states cling together. When
either the act of observation, the act of measurement, or some other disturbance
occurs, the superpositioned state becomes unglued, losing its coherence. It then
decoheres into one specific position, going from infinite potentialities to
finiteness. Quantum ambiguity transforms into hard-edged reality, the familiar
world dominated by the laws of classical physics.
The quantum world, in the coherent state, is a world of resonance, purity and
perfection. In this world, everything exists in unison, in oneness, in
lightness. When brain waves have been measured in people who are considered
spiritually evolved, there is generally no brain wave activity seen, except for
a slight delta wave measurement. Delta waves signify the activity of the brain
in deep sleep. This type of measurement of spiritually evolved people may be
what the quantum state looks like.
This is also the world of the quantum vacuum, also known as the zero-point
field. This realm is infinite, and contains all of empty space. Empty space is
not just outer space, of course. It is all around - everywhere and anywhere,
both in the infinite expanses of space and in the endless depths within us.
It is found in the depths of the universe and in black holes. It is also
found within the atom, which is 99% empty space. And within the atom lies the
subatomic realm, which is an inverse infinite version of the infinite depths of
the universe. Deep within the subatomic realm is a world without boundaries, a
region that doesn’t end just with quarks or neutrinos or gluons, or any of the
other subatomic particles.
Murray Gell-Mann, the founder of the quarks, must have intuited the realities
of the subatomic world. He called the organizing scheme of the subatomic
particles the Eightfold Way, after the Buddha’s teachings. Gell-Mann probably
felt a kinship to the Buddha’s teachings of the Void when Gell-Mann stared into
the infinite depths of the subatomic realm.
The classical realm, our everyday world of randomness intertwined with
meaning, is created by the process of decoherence. We lose the infiniteness of
the coherent world, in order that we can be in one place at one time. By the
nature of the term though, decoherence is not stable. There is a certain complex
order to our macro world, an order that can not be totally explained by linear,
cause and effect reasoning. As much as people would like predictability and
safety, there is a non-linear dynamic to life.
This is because underlying our relative world is the quantum world. Although
decoherence has occurred, this does not mean that the quantum world has
disappeared. Instead, the quantum world becomes the silent mechanism that
permeates our visible reality and tries to direct us in a way that aids us in
maintaining our purity, and keeping us connected with the quantum vacuum. This
silent mechanism contains information at a level more primordial than what we
generally think of as information. It is an information that contains
transcendent consciousness, and within this information all of the secrets of
the universe, from the beginningless beginning to the endless end are contained.
The Transmission of the Lamp
In the teachings of Zen, the transmission of this information is called The
Transmission of the Lamp. It is considered that this information has no weight,
no substance, nor any density. It is weightless, formless, and free of any
strictures. It contains knowledge of the infiniteness of the universe: this is a
wisdom that when tapped into and understood, contains the ability to release the
infinite power of the universe in our lives.
We could say, if we were to speak in more metaphysical terms, that the
quantum force that permeates our everyday lives is the divine guidance that we
hear so much about. This divine guidance emanates from the purity and light of
the quantum world. We could also say that the purity and light of the quantum
world is the sacred contract that Caroline Myss talks about. I don’t see the
sacred contract as a literal object; I see it more metaphorically as an
energetic substance. This energetic substance is like a light, like the Zen
lamp, that contains information; the divine guidance emanates from this light
and acts as a pendulum that swings back and forth within each of us, trying to
direct us towards the light and helping us find our own internal equilibrium.
The Implicate Order
If we were to chart the movement of the pendulum, we would see that it moves
in a direction that would be called, to borrow a term from complexity theory and
fractal geometry, a strange attractor. Strange attractors are the movements of a
healthy system; this type of movement appears on the surface to be chaotic, yet
deeper understanding shows that there’s an inherent order amidst the seeming
chaos. This is the way our lives go: although there appears to be no rhyme or
reason to the patterns of our life, we are being led through life on a path of a
deeper-lying purpose, of an implicate order. This order is a self-regulating
order; it is the pendulum, in its strange attractor pattern, that is doing the
regulating.
This pendulum is our internal compass, trying to direct us towards the true
north of the light. We all decide whether we want to pay attention to this
internal compass; this is our free will. The best way to pay attention is by
developing and listening to our intuition and vision. Yet somehow, even when we
don’t listen to our intuition, when we go 180 degrees opposite to the direction
the pendulum is trying to point us, we still may end up in the right direction.
All roads eventually lead to Rome, as is said; at times it appears that there is
an invisible hand or force that leads us through life.
The more in touch we are with ourselves, the more evolved we are, the more we
will begin to comprehend the direction our life is heading, and the more we can
take control of our life and steer it in the direction we deem best. To take
control of our life is to listen to our heart and to follow our intuition.
Tribal Beliefs
Yet for many people this is a difficult task. Many people go through life as
if they were going through the paces, as if life were one big production of
Waiting for Godot. People wait and wait and wait, waiting for something to
happen, waiting to get pushed in one direction or another, waiting for a lucky
break. They are held back by their fears and by tribal beliefs that tell them
what is to be expected of their lives, an expectation that may go against the
grain of where they would truly desire to be.
The first time I heard the terminology of tribal beliefs was at a private
funeral service I attended for Dr. Benjamin Spock. I had the privilege of
getting to know Dr. Spock over the last few years of his life, and like many
people who crossed paths with him, I felt very blessed by having met him. At his
service, another friend of his, Deepak Chopra, spoke. Chopra discussed Dr.
Spock’s life and said how his entire life was spent going against the belief
patterns of tribal thought, and that he forged and pioneered new ground by going
his own way. Dr. Spock was one of the gentlest souls I ever met; yet in his
quiet, noble way, he went up against the monolith of society’s established mores
and values and changed the thinking of millions of people.
Dr. Spock, like Martin Luther King, Jr., Mahatma Ghandi, and many others of a
similar vein, have shown that the power to change the world, and with it, tribal
belief patterns, does not come by force. Instead, it comes from a gentle,
indomitable spirit that allows the pendulum of divine guidance to take them on a
voyage into the quantum vacuum, where their spirit and soul can be empowered by
infinite fortitude.
The transportation for this voyage into the quantum vacuum is the ship of
intuition and vision. For each of these men, their vision, goals, agendas and
heart-felt desires most probably came to them in dreams, or internal voices, or
some other modality that was divinely inspired. Indeed, one of Martin Luther
King, Jr.’s most famous speeches, a speech that inspired and galvanized an
entire nation, began with the phrase, “I had a dream.”
Obviously we all aren’t going to become like these people. Only a few have
such lofty aspirations or hear divine guidance speak to them in such a way. Yet
we each are capable of making a difference in some way, either in our own lives
or in the lives of others. To do so, though, means to break away from the tribal
patterns of conformity in order to forge new ground.
To break new ground, to go against tribal patterns and habits, may be as
simple and pragmatic an act as changing your eating habits from the unhealthy
ways that your family instilled in you as the ethnic or family way. To the
family, this way maintains continuity with tradition, even if it goes against
the grain of contemporary progressive nutritional thinking.
I bring up this example because I used to work in the field of nutritional
counseling and saw how difficult it was for most people to change their dietary
habits. I even wrote a research paper about where people learn their nutritional
patterns from; what I learned was that most people learn their lifetime eating
habits while growing up. Whether these habits are healthy or not doesn’t matter;
people feel a tenacious connection to these habits. These past ways are
ingrained in their subconscious and are not easily removed or altered.
Unfinished Business
People like those mentioned above are stuck on a pattern that is deeply
enmeshed in their soul. Dietary habits are just one pattern; there is no end to
the list of patterns that people get stuck on. All of these patterns are the
unfinished business that blocks people from hearing divine guidance.
Why these patterns of unfinished business blocks people takes us back to the
concept of decoherence. Hypothetically, the flow from the quantum
superpositioned state of coherence to the classical state of decoherence should
be a smooth transition. This smooth transition allows the quantum state to be in
constant, clear communication with the classical realm: there is a resonance
that is taking place between the two states. This resonance allows the
communication to come through loud and clear in the form of intuition, or divine
guidance.
When a person is stuck on a pattern or patterns (and generally once a person
becomes stuck on one pattern they become stuck on many), the transition does not
go smooth. There is a dissonance that takes place and the communication is
blocked from being heard. The communication is still being sent, there is just
trouble hearing it. So instead the communication will manifest in other ways,
either as an ailment in order to get the person’s attention, or in a more benign
way, as a synchronicity, in order to pull the person along on the right path.
To break the patterns of dissonance is to cut through the illusion of our
everyday world of matter as being the only world there is. We must become
cognitively aware that beyond our mind lies our psyche, and beyond that lies our
soul. And then beyond the soul lies the spirit.
The path that extends from the mind into the soul is the realm in which
psychological matters get stored. This is where traumas, insults, hurts, fears,
angsts, insecurities and all other real or imagined indignities wind up. You can
never access these solely via the conscious mind, therefore a person who lacks
the self-reflection to look deeply within will live their entire lives in a
semi-conscious way, and will never be relieved of the burdens of death and
terror. They will have a tremendous amount of unfinished business that will
never be resolved, because unfinished business embeds itself into the depths of
the soul and cannot resolve itself of and by itself, unless the hands of
synchronicity and fate push things along.
Voyaging Into the Soul
To go past the conscious, egomind, and into the psyche and soul, can be a
scary experience, yet it can also be a profound experience that can open a
person’s eyes as to the true meaning of life. Here a person can realize their
unfinished business, and if they can resolve it, they can redirect the laws of
karma and destiny, which may have amassed over numerous lifetimes, within their
own lifetime. To take this voyage into the soul generally entails some sort of
psychodynamic therapy: it could be traditional psychotherapy, or it may be some
type of mind-body, behavioral approach. The bottom line is some form of soul
medicine is needed. One of the earliest of these forms is shamanism.
The point is that once a person delves into their soul, there generally is no
turning back, because their life starts to become more in touch with the quantum
force. But there is one drawback to this approach: many people, because their
soul issues and unfinished business are so vast, become stuck in a swamp of
their own making. They have found out why they are the way they are, but now
they can’t get beyond it. They are stuck in their issues. The answer is easy,
for all these people need to do is release their unfinished business, yet as
with many things, even though it sounds easy on paper, in practice it can be
quite difficult.
The Mesoscopic Realm
Things get stuck at the border of the quantum world and the macroscopic
world. The quantum world represents the spiritual realm; the macroscopic world
represents the worlds of conscious mind, physical body and matter. In between
these two worlds is the mesoscopic realm – it lies between the place where
wavicles can hover indefinitely in superposition, and where superpositions
disappear into fixed and stationary positioning. This mesoscopic realm is where
the mysterious actions of decoherence take place. It is also in this mesoscopic
realm that I believe the soul resides.
The soul is the bridge between the world of matter and the world of spirit.
When the soul is stuck, the transition is not smooth and spirit does not freely
become matter. The entire practice of shamanism centers on retrieving the soul
from this stuckness. Shamanism believes that parts of the soul can leave a
person and go into a non-ordinary reality. The shaman’s job is to then find the
soul and bring it back.
Soul Loss
The term used in psychology for this soul loss is dissociation. In other
words, the soul dissociates from the body. But where does the soul go? Does it
really leave? I believe it stays in the mesoscopic world, but its wavelength can
become very chaotic and dissonant and hard to calm down.
At the same time, because there is an interaction and two-way flow between
the coherent and decoherent states, it then may become possible for this
dissonance, this dissociated soul, to wander into the level of spirit. When this
occurs, the spirit can then be polluted by a toxic soul. The unfinished business
has now totally blocked any divine guidance from making its way into our daily
lives.
Or the dissociated soul may wander into our physical world and our everyday
thoughts. Then a person will become haunted by their repressed memories, and the
darker aspects of the soul will take control of a person’s life.
To delve into the soul can thus be a double-edged sword. You can unlock the
secrets of your inner life, but in doing so you may come face to face with
things that may be terrifying to know. And you may be face to face with the
issues and unfinished business that block your progress.
But what is the other alternative? To live an unexamined life? A person who
lives an unexamined life will never know what their true passions, desires, and
life’s purpose is.
First There is a Mountain
There is a saying in Zen that is apt to this discussion. It states that
“First there is a mountain, then there is no mountain, and then there is.” At
the first level of mountain is the person who lives an unexamined life, in which
all of life is taken at face value. Then there is no mountain, and the
immaterial realm is exposed, and a person meets their soul. But if one solely
lives at this level, life will become a swirl of unfocused images, because
everything has been stripped away. A person living at this level can become
unhinged, or more benignly, will live forever with their unfinished business as
their modus operandi for existing. For example, many people who are survivors of
a trauma from their earlier years create their entire life and identity around
that trauma. That trauma becomes their modus operandi for existing.
But finally, we need to go back to the world of the mountain again. But the
difference now is that you have examined your life, seen where the dark clouds
lie, and will plod ahead to resolve them, while at the same time integrating the
progression into your life. This is the mark of a well-adjusted person who knows
no fears nor has any boundaries. They will forge ahead with their lives, and by
doing so, will inspire others to do the same.
Haven’t Got Time for the Pain
I have a number of patients, in my private practice, who can’t get beyond
their soul loss. They are living with their past wounds, and they just can’t
escape these burdens. Perhaps these people, and so many others like them, should
take as an example for their life the title to Carly Simon’s song “Haven’t Got
Time for the Pain.” They need to use the tools of cognitive awareness to
rationally examine what they are doing to themselves, and put it in perspective.
Often, when the mind has too much time to wander on its own, it will play
tricks on a person and try and keep a person stuck in the illusions of the world
of everyday life. So the best therapy for someone may just be to keep active and
busy, to not allow the mind to have time for the pain, because oftentimes the
pain is the egomind’s creation.
Even if the pain lies in the soul, because the soul lies in the halfway state
between spirit and matter, the soul is partly influenced by the world of matter
and the egomind. And one thing the egomind likes to do to the soul is trick the
soul into thinking that our everyday experiences are the only thing that
matters. The ego wants to win the soul over to its side, and not let the soul
understand that eventually the soul becomes spirit, and at the spirit level all
is pure, all is joy, all is calm.
A busy mind and body, that attains a directed focus and concentrated
attention, will transcend the egomind and can attain deeper levels of awareness.
There are many paths to enlightenment, with meditation being one of them. As
another saying in Zen goes, “Chop wood, carry water.” In other words, these
simple tasks can be a way to enlightenment and the liberation from our world of
illusion.
Cultivation
Many spiritual seekers feel if they just meditate, if they just align
themselves with the Divine, if they just sit around and listen to the wise words
of a teacher, then all their unfinished business will fall away. This can only
be partly true, because even though the quantum world is the world of
perfection, it is an immaterial, invisible world and its silent force cannot
always influence the harsh, forceful way of the material world. If the quantum
world could absolutely influence our everyday world, there would be no pain or
suffering in this world.
Cultivation and work is required to change our own lives, the lives of
others, and society at large. It was Ralph Waldo Emerson, in his essay
Self-Reliance, who said: “Though the wise universe is full of good, no kernel of
nourishing corn can come to him but through his toil bestowed on that plot of
ground which is given to him to till.”
The path to release our unfinished business may take some work, but it will
not take a lifetime. For some it can even be instantaneous. It can and should be
joyous work, and be a work-in-progress. And the more joyously we see the work,
and life in general, the lighter we become. And the lighter we become, the
easier it is to access the quantum vacuum.
In accessing the quantum vacuum, we can hear the language of divine guidance
that reaches us through our intuition and vision. And when we do so, we can hold
the whole world in our hands.
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